All gone

I can't breathe
Everything pushing me
All this on my chest
Wanting to not care
Falling
Dying inside
So much pushing me
Further and further to the edge
I can't think
I’m so confused
They are all screaming
I’m standing on the edge
Trying to remember to breathe
Because I’m tired
All the pressure
All the criticism
All the fear
All the lies
Tearing me
Hitting me harder each time
I finally feel like there is nothing left
and I'm gone